36 Weeks Pregnant

According to my ticker, I have 6 days 18 hours and 5 minutes until my scheduled csection (thanks for the ticker, JB14).  According to my brain, I have slightly more time than that before I self destruct from anxiety.  Last week I freaked out from too little movement, last night I freaked out from too much movement.  It's amazing.  Thank goodness I am super busy at work this week or else, I think, I would start crumbling to pieces.  I keep praying to God and Nathan that we get to meet this alive, breathing baby boy in 7 days but I can't stop thinking about the worst.  What a roller coaster.  Wake me up on Tuesday.