4 months ago today our world was turned upside down when the doctor told us that there was no heartbeat. That turned out to be the worst moment of our lives. We had planned for your future for over 9 months and then all we were left with were the memories of holding you and the pictures we have all over our house. There is a picture of you in every room so you are truly with us at all times. People say that the pain of losing a child fades over time, but I don't believe this to be true.
A year ago tomorrow, I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! Your dad and I were nervous, yet optimistic. It turns out that a year ago tomorrow began the most unbelievable year for us. It was a year that started out with such joy and happiness and ended with deep, unending sorrow. I wouldn't trade the last year for anything, though. You were worth it all and the anticipation of being with you again will carry your dad and I through the rest of our lives.
You're the first thing I think of when I wake up, you're the last thing I think of when I go to bed, and you're what I always dream of.
Until we meet again, Nathan Christopher, I will ALWAYS think of you.
Keep soaring high, sweet baby boy. We love you for eternity.
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