5 Weeks 3 Days Pregnant

Yes, yes I'm still pregnant.  No more bleeding since yesterday afternoon.  Obviously, I am confident that this pregnancy is not going to result in a take home baby.  Since my doctor was not concerned about the bleeding and didn't think another blood draw or scan was necessary, we just wait it out.  If this pregnancy is going to end, I would like for it to end sooner so it results in less physical and emotional pain for me and so we can try again sooner.  Yes, just a couple of days ago I was talking about taking a break.  Who am I kidding?  I'll never take a break.  Infertility doesn't allow couples to take breaks.  No, I will not have the body I like to have during the summer but we'll cross that bridge when we get to it.  We'll have to take a month off, which will allow me to refocus on my fitness and diet for the time being.  I don't think I'll be able to run but I'll get back to doing my yoga, walking, hiking, etc., which I do miss a lot. 

At lunch yesterday, I took a walk around downtown like I used to while carrying Nathan.  At least this baby got to experience that once.  And yes, I know this baby is just cells right now, but it's still life.

In other news, 6-10 inches of snow on Sunday?  You have got to be kidding me.


And just another reminder that I am a mother.  Until you know, don't judge.


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